HERO TODAY GONE TOM.

SO TONIGHT I REALIZED THAT PEOPLE WHO I USED TO TRUST AND CONSIDER A HERO TO ME ARE NOT WHO I THOUGHT THEY WERE.  I WAS NOT DISAPPOINTED BY OTHERS TONIGHT, BUT ALSO IN MYSELF.  I ALLOWED OTHER PEOPLES WISHES AND DESIRES FOR ME DICTATE MY CHOICES INSTEAD OF PUTTING WHAT GOD WANTS FIRST.  I KNOW THAT PEOPLE CHANGE OVER TIME....BUT I NEVER EXPECTED ONE OF MY HERO'S TO GO FROM ONE EXTREME TO ANOTHER AND IT REALLY MADE ME QUESTION THINGS.  ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS THAT I AM THANKFUL THAT CHRIST CAME AND GAVE HIS BLOOD FOR ME SO THAT I COULD BE SAVED AND CAN SAY THAT I AM A CHRISTIAN.  WITHOUT CHRIST MY HEART WOULDNT BEAT THE SAME AND I JUST HOPE THAT I STAY ON HIS PATH THAT HE HAS PLANNED OUT FOR ME.  <3 YOU FATHER!