the missing part

Today my family went out to BD a Mongolian grill in MI, except it wasnt my whole family, Raymond Jr. was missing. It was hard to be there without him, one of his favorite places to eat is at crazy fire and that BD is similar to that crazy fire, they have the same type of food and atmosphere. Raymond loves to be in a atmosphere that are loud, social, and friendly, and he especially loved to be with friends and family. Family is important and it is hard to do things with out a family member especially if you are close to that family member. I always imaged doing certain things with my brother. I have always imagined that he was going to be involved and in my wedding, and that he would help me raise my children. I have always thought that my brother would be an amazing father, so I have always imagined that he would assist me with my children and help them become more like him since he is a great role model. However I do not know if my brother will be around to participate in certain events in my life. If he is not around I will at least honor him in those events, and I will definitely tell my children about him. My brother is a great role model, and person to be around, and I can't imagine my life without him, but if it is his time to go I know that he will be in God's hands and he will be in a great place.